Masa sume org kelam kabut susun meja kat dewan, kitorang melepak dalam kelas gossip pasal RCO and Mazlina. Dua org gay diatas did their gay thingy. Euw! Tapi best, Muiz thoght me how to solve locus question. Haha esok nak spm baru tahu nak solve locus, cool kan? Aifa mintak maaf kat sume org sbb mulut dia bising sgt. Main baling baling kerusi dgn Amirul. Tengok Issa and Syafiq kissing. Jin Hong and Natelie dating. The super nerd Adib studiying. Gang at the center borak borak kosong. Maya cerita pasal Afiq, Saying that she miss Afiq all the time. Imran ngorat Lea. Hendri betulkan lubang lubang yang ada di sekitar mulut dan hidung. Lea show off her navel piercing. Maya main tampon, hahha. Party sebelum puasa jadi mcm disco murahan.

Rindu time ni :) xoxox

This is reallyyy girls day out :)

Had girls day out with Kyra,Mira and Dila. Best, even I mcm jadi tak jadi je semalam. At last I follow dorang jugak. Wacthed The Book of Eli. At first I was like "Weh takda script ke cite ni?". Sumpah tak paham. Last last baru cam ouhhh macam tu, dia nak jaga buku tu bla bla bla... hehh. Cite pasal Bible yang hilang, lebeh kurang mcm tu laa. Dah habes movie tu pegi jalan jalan menggunakan kaki sbb lupa kitorang bawak kereta. Hehh. Bestttt :) Thanks for everything Along :)

Biasalah, orang melayu.

Selalu bising org cina lagi maju drp org melayu. Tapi tak reti reti nak majukan diri sendiri. Bila puji org cina, tahu pulak marah. Cakap cina makan babi la ape lah. Kalau kau melayu yang sangat Islam pun, cakap tak betul, janji tak reti tunaikan nak buat apa. Munafik jugak, dosa jugak. Sama juga dengan cina makan babi tu, KAN?

Yesterday ;
'Ustaz', "Esok pagi sy datang amek awk. Kite train motor, kalau sempat kita buat kereta sekali"
Aku, "Pagi tu pukul barapa? Bia la betul2 pagi, kalau dah pukul 10 tu panas lah"
'Ustaz', "Yelah, lepas pukul 9 sy gerak lah"
I was like kepala hotak kau. Lepas pukul 9 tu pukul 10 lah kan. Orang dah cakap panas.
Aku, "Ouh, okay lah."
'Ustaz', "Esok ape2 hal sy call awak. Awak tunggu je la"
Aku, "Okay2, takda hal"

Today, 9 A.M
Call 'Ustaz' nak cnfirmkan pukul berapa. Tapi phone off.

9.30 A.M
"Kau siap la cepat Najwa, nanti lama pulak org tu tunggu" Ibu cakap.

10 A.M
Dah siap dah ni. Tunggu pakcik tu 15 minit. tungguuuuuuuuu....

10.30 A.M
....

10.35 A.M
Call 'Ustaz' tu LAGI. And the conversation goes like this
Aku. "ha ustaz, kat mane? Nak datang pukul berapa ni?
'Ustaz', "Sy kat surfine lagi. Tak bole lah najwa pagi ni. Tak larat, sy letih ni."
I was, kate smlm nak call kalau ada ape2 hal. Ape? Nak cakap tak larat nak call jugak. Letih sgt?
Aku, "habestu bile lagi? Selasa nak test dah.
'Ustaz' "Petang lah"
Aku, "Petang tu pukul berapa?"
'Ustaz', "tengok lah pukul 4 ke"
Aku, "ha tengok lah dulu"

Petang ni I nak pergi Seremban. Malas nak cancel ngn pakcik tu. Nak biar je dia datang uma and tengok aku takda. HAHAH. Buat org suka kan? I dah la tak suka tunggu org. Ha rasa lah.

*some people call him Ustaz because he used to told fardhu ain at the mosque. Duhhh! Ustaz lah sgt!

A needy like me .

I need more money. I need to be happy. I need to be pretty. I need to prove everyone that I can do anything that I wanted to do. I need sleeping pills so that I can sleep like a log. I need my medicine. I need phenophthelene so that I can get high. I need to learn how to use laughing gas effectively like Maya and Lea does. I need to have lots af laugh since my laugh now is shorter. I need to meet everyone I knew before I can't meet them anymore. I need to ask for forgiveness to everyone before I died. I need to be the real me before people found out that I was just acting in front of them. I need to fulfill my wish; I mean what I want, what I feel, what I may think about people or things around me. I need to feel truly happy. I need my Bebeh to make me feel better. I need the whole family and friends to supprt me in whatever I am doing. I need to smash up all the self-concious that makes myself weaker than other.

I am ...

DRAMA QUEEN! :)

Act like a star. Talk like a pornstar. Life like a super duper woman. But the reality is, I am nothing.

Kan?

Rasa semacam harini.

Tutup telinga semuaa.

Tiba tiba rasa macam nak nyanyi harini. Mood baik baru sampai, mungkin. Apa apa pun thank you for everything bebeh :)

It's all about you,
It's all about you,bebeh.
It's all about you,
It's all about you.
Yesterday you asked me something I thought you knew,
So I told you with a smile "It's all about you.
....

It's all about youu....

LaGu NieW swEetZzZ cAnGat2 XxXX. HAHAHA PLEASEEE! *muka gedik mak ayam.


;Best jadi Diyana. Tabah betul dia tu. I tak kenal pun dia, dia lagi tak kenal I. Tapi I stalk dia :P Suka cara dia, suka tengok muka dia. Bila dia cakap pasal mak. Bengang bila dia kena boo masa Youngsters. Suka tengok dia joget lagu I gotta feeling tu. Suka tengok dia happy. Rasa macam nak jumpa dia dan cakap 'I adore you' kat dia. HAHAH

:)