A needy like me .

I need more money. I need to be happy. I need to be pretty. I need to prove everyone that I can do anything that I wanted to do. I need sleeping pills so that I can sleep like a log. I need my medicine. I need phenophthelene so that I can get high. I need to learn how to use laughing gas effectively like Maya and Lea does. I need to have lots af laugh since my laugh now is shorter. I need to meet everyone I knew before I can't meet them anymore. I need to ask for forgiveness to everyone before I died. I need to be the real me before people found out that I was just acting in front of them. I need to fulfill my wish; I mean what I want, what I feel, what I may think about people or things around me. I need to feel truly happy. I need my Bebeh to make me feel better. I need the whole family and friends to supprt me in whatever I am doing. I need to smash up all the self-concious that makes myself weaker than other.