To-mor-row!

I feel so shitty when thinking about the result. Andddd it's TOMORROW! I feel soo very verryy double shitty mitty now. I never feel like this before. I feel like something bad will happen. OMG!

Help me! Help me!

I need the laughing gas now. I need the antidepressant now.

I'm starting think ridicolous. What if I couldn't continue my studies? What if my parent can't accept my terrible result? What if everyone ganna scold me after they know my reslut? What if I myself can't believe it? What about my future going to be? What if all my friends got better result than me?

How on earth I will face all this? I hate life! I meant it T.T