MUNGKIN

Life isn't what we aim for, but life is about how we faced all the things that gives by God.

Kalau kau rasa kau hebat sebab semua orang respect kau atau kau rasa kau orang paling malang yang hidup kat dunia ni, mungkin kau salah. Mungkin satu hari nanti kau akan rasa ada orang lain yang hidup lagi susah daripada kau. Mungkin satu hari nanti kau rasa bersyukur dengan apa yang kau dah pernah lalui tu tak seteruk orang lain.

Kalau sekarang kau rasa teruk sebab kau orang paling bodoh dalam kelas atau kau orang yang paling banyak masalah pelajaran dalam kelas. Mungkin nanti kau akan jadi orang yang paling berjaya di antara yang lain dalam kelas tu. Walaupun apa yang kita lalui sekarang mungkin terlampau sukar atau payah dalam hidup, jangan lupa bahawa kita akan lalui masalah yang lebih besar pada hari akan datang.

Kita tak kan tahu apa yang akan jadi kelak. So, preparations tu penting. Dari segi ape2 pun. Jangan nanti dah takde tempat nak bergantung baru sibuk nak cari orang mintak tolong.

Ape2 pun yang kau fikir, mungkin tak sama dengan tujuan atau hikmah kau dapat ape yang kau dapat sekarang. Mungkin kau tak fikir dengan cara yang betul. Mungkin juga ada anasir luar yang menjadikan kau fikir benda yang tak betul.

Tuhan lagi penting dari segalanya. Kalau kau takde salah satu daripada apa yang kau nak, jangan salahkan Tuhan. Salahkan diri sendiri yang tak tahu nak menghargai dan jaga ape yang kau dah ada. Mungkin ini sebagai tebusan dosa2 yang kau pernah buat dulu. Mungkin kau rasa ape yang kau buat tak salah, atau kau tak tahu dosa tu ape. Kau tak percaya pada karma. Kau tak percaya pada Hari Pembalasan yang dah dijanjikan Tuhan. Kau lupa berapa banyak salah yang kau dah buat. Kau tak tahu betapa banyak dosa yang kau dah lakukan.

Kau kata kau tak kesah bila orang sekeliling menyumpah kau sebab perangai kau macam bangsat. Tapi tengok lah ape jadi sekarang. Kau kata kau tak kesah ape perasaan orang bila kau buat jahat pada diorang. Tengok lah ape yang orang buat pada kau sekarang. Ni semua pasal karma dan pembalasan.

Mungkin kau tak perasan lagi. Mungkin kau tak rasa lagi ape yang sepatutnya kau rasa. Mungkin kau buat2 tak rasa walaupun kau dah rasa ape yang sepatutnya.

Kemingkinan besar KAU akan rasa ape yang perlu kau rasa dalam masa terdekat ni. Semoga kau hidup bahagia dengan ape yang kau usaha selama ni.

I'm talking to you, dear Blue Sand.

Oh blue sands, can you tell me if I ever be happy?
Oh blue sands, can I stay here forever?
Oh blue sands, can you make them all go away?
Oh blue sands, what are you doing in my hair?

And everything will get better if I stay for a while
And well find another way to be happy one day
And everything will get better if you hold on for a while
And the sea come and sweeps us away from here

Oh blue sands, can you make them understand?

And everything will get better if I stay for a while
And we'll find another way to be happy one day
And everything will get better if you hold on for a while
And the sea come and sweep us away from here

Oh blue sands, I dont want to go up there and pretend
That Im okay

I don't hate you anymore, for the way you remind me of the person I cannot be
And for the things I cannot have
I dont hate you anymore, when I look at you
All I see is the blue waves coming to get me
And take me away

This time; It's All About You, Bebehh

;Somewhat, somehow I do love this picture. I don't know why, hee :)

You're my laughter, my best person to hug and kiss.
Your hugs and your kisses will be missed.
My only one that I love.

I'm sorry for things i did wrong.
I disappointed you, I know.
I ignores you all time that you need someone to talk to.
I used to hate you when you mad at me.
I used to hate you because you're with her.

But now, all hates and trashes are no where in my thought .
Believe me, I do love you.

I promised you something, remember?
I'll make it true. I swear.

And sekarang,

Sape kata I malu you boyfriend I?

LOVE YA BABE,
NAJWA.

Time did changes things.

Malam semalam, sbb malas nak study. Diorang tengok gambar lame2 aku.
Then ...


Nadia : Kau dulu putih je kan kak? Skang dah hitam sgt dah.
Me : Sial. Diam

Nasuha : Dulu kau takde gigi HAHA
Me : Kau dulu pun same doe. Kecik2 biase lah. Yang tu mase aku 2 tahun kot.

Nadia : Dulu kau jalan kaki tak senget pun. Skng dah mcm org cacat dah.
Me : Kau kalau jgn cari pasal ngn aku bole tak?
Nadia : tak bole punnnn. *sambil buat aksi2 cacat.
Me : Diam ah aku nak blaja!

Silence ....

Nadhilah : Dulu kak Najwa tak gemok mcm skng kan?
Me : Aku cakap diam kan.
Nadhilah : Alaa tapi skng kak Najwa tak cantik.
Me : YE! bole diam skng?
Nadhilah : Tapiiiii.....
Me Diam!!!
Nadhilah : Org demam tak bole marah2 laa
Me : Okay, kalau taknak aku marah, tolong diam. Pleaseeeeee
Nadhilah : Okay okayy. Sume org senyap.

Conclusion ...
Selain Nadia adik yang sgt annoying, Nadhilah lagi sorang adik yang annoying.

Can I?

The question is, can I trough all the tough day that will appear after this?
The answer? I DON'T KNOW.
I hope I can. Insyaallah.

Tapi hidup ni takde la susah sgt kan. Bak kata Maya ''Najwa, kalau kau fail SPM pun kau hidup susah je, merempat je. Bukan ade ape ape pun. Kau tak payah study lah.'' Hotak kau! HAHA I take that as a motivations for me. *yeahh rite.

Can time stop now? Or yesterday? Okayy the answer is no. But I wish time can be stopped. I don't want next week or even tomorrow to came up. Can you be the one who can stop the time? Anyone?

Waiting ...


Still waiting the answer ...


FINE.
But, come on people. Pleaseeeeee


FINE! The answer is no one. I knew that.


Tadi Aifa cakap we are going to sit the exam next week. Gosh! I were shocked. Really shocked. Untill the day of SPM scenery in 5 Sc will be so sopan and menyejukkan hati para cikgu. Fine, accept for English and EST subjects. You know what, Issa said the word 'dildo' in front of Ms. Mahani. HAHHA bodoh. I bet takde org yang mcm Issa. And teacher Mahani was blushing *I dont know why, pffttt. Then she asked us to get out from the class quickly. Dia tak tahan ngn budak2 5 SC. HAHA

'makcik' story.

I 'mek kecik' lah weh. HAHAH

I do appreciate kau dah maafkan aku. A big THANK YOU for you little girl. And thank you kau dah ckp dgn aku. Malu nak ckp, tapi errrr ... aku happy :)

I hope you understand what I'm facing right now. It's really hard for me. Maybe you don't even care about me, but I do care about you. Familyhood can't easily to break kan?

Anddddd, tak payah takut dgn my boyfriend. He can't do ANYTHING to you. If he does, aku yang akan bertanggungjawab. I feel so protective on you, you know.

Once again, thank you 'niece'.
-najwa

Come Back :)

Hey hoo :) My Internet connection is all okay now. I'm happy, geez :D

New update ; I penat study. It's like sangat sangat penat. Tapi in order to have a better life, I have to study hard start from now. kan? I wish all this hardships will end up quickly. Very quick! I had enough. Tak tahan sudah.

And I think I should take Tourism Course for further study. Even my parents not agree with that, but do I care? HAHA. I will take that course too.


Tapiiiiiiiii Early Childhood Educations sounds interesting jugak kan? Tapi sayang. I hate children, hehh. So bye bye lah for that course :D

Instead of tourism, I think I should apply Arts of Culinary Course. I have my own reason why I decided to take those kine of courses. The main reason is............ I want to enjoy what I'm studying. heheh

Life is about joyful. Am I rite?
Studiying with all the joyful is the best thing ever! Believe me, u'll get flying colours results later.
That's all for today.
Bye :D