I thank you.

To all of them that ruined my life.To all of them that don't want me to succeed. For letting me down and even down-er. For doing nothing when I need support or encouragement. Thank you

I'm okayyyy :D


I lied. I feel like a shit right now.

Quote for today.

Today.

Just came back from Bangi, sent my cousin to her rental house. She said she's going to Kelantan this evening. Ate cendol and laksa near UKM, ate McD at BTHO. Met Muiz, Isa, Ammar and the gang! They're all crazy, silly and errr ... hot. Heheh :p

This Wednesday we'll have a reunion, I'm hoping that all things just running clearly. I can't wait! I JUST CAN'T WAIT. Meeting the ex-classmates, chatting,hugging each other as wasn't met for years, haha.

Ouhh I almost forgot that the result is out tomorrow. Seriously, to-mo-rrow! I was like alaaaaa tak sukanyaa, alaa takutnyaaa. But I can't wait to see the result, hehh. Guys, good luck :)

Here comes the friends.

Here comes the friends. Those pics are captured during the last outing with Dila and Aida since Dila is going to Banting for Matrix and Aida is going to leave Hulu Langat, she's moving back to Shah Alam. A goodbyes for both of you. I'm hoping that we're not gonna lost contact and still be friend till forever. Geez :D

Dila Deen's daughter

Aida Aziz.

Aida. Me. Dila.
All of us. *spolit ah

Tak best.

Genting party tak jadi. Reunion pun macam tak jadi. Classmates semua macam dah tak wujud, harap Muiz, Amierul, Aifa, Lea je. Yang lain tu konon busy, fuck lah. Sekarang ni semua macam tak kena ; tak kerja, takda duit, tak lepak, tak gelak, tak cakap.

UPU result is 3 days away. I can't wait! I'm hoping that I am 'in the list' person. Harapan jela kot. Tapi takpa, kita tunggu. Kalau ada, ada lah. Takda pun takpa, nak buat macam mana kan.

I'm bored. to. death. !!!!

Updates

Haven't blog since last 2 weeks, and so many things came up. The good and bad, biasalah hidup kan. Kalau baik je setiap masa tak merasalah yang tak baik. I think the biggest problem now and maybe forever is ... mo-ney. I dont think I'll get enough money to get everything that I want. Okay, malas nak fikir.

Err I think I changed, so much. I feels something wierd lately. Dont know what is it, but it's wierd. I should go sooner kot, hehh. I can't wait to enter what others calls "campus life. I just want it faster, hehhe.

Just want to say that my life is boring! No car, no money, no new shoes, no new handbag, no holidays, no shopping, no iPhone, no great life, no good company, no nothing!

:(

"Bitches come and go but family and friends stays."

Huh is it? Is that true? Is that the truth? Prove it to me.

Can you?

Sad -.-

Mira got the UiTM interview!! OMG! Nak jugakkkkkk. Haihh sabar jela.

So ayah, terpaksa la Wa pegi blaja kat Kuantan tu kan? Ngeee. To the others yang dapat interview tu, good luck okay! :) Do your best, dah dapat interview tu kira bertuah ape. Kalau tak bersyukur lagi tak tahu la nak cakap apa.

If tomorrow is a hope. What is today?

Rasa fucked up. Semua orang tak boleh faham, tak nak faham. Bila mata dah bengkak sebab manangis baru orang nak tanya, "You okay ke tak ni?", "Kau ni kenapa mata bengkak2?" . Bukan susah nak bagi orang happy. Bagi dia buat apa yang dia nak, as long as dia tak rosakkan diri dia dan orang lain. Easy kan?

Tapi ni la yang semua orang susah sgt nak buat.

Nak orang respect dia lebih tapi dia sikit pun tak nak respect orang. Tak tahu lah pulak kalau you tak tahu respect tu apa kan. Ni bukan pasal penat ke tak penat atau bahaya ke tak bahaya. Ni pasal kepuasan, kegembiraan. Nak penuhkan kekosongan yang tak pernah hilang. Nak senangkan hati yang selalu disusahkan orang lain. Kalau nak ikut telunjuk orang sampai bila pun tak boleh berjaya. Hidup tak bergerak gerak. Senang orang nak kencing, pijak. Bila orang lain berjaya sikit mulalah nak mengata. Perang kutuk mengutuk, tengok siapa menang siapa kalah.

Kagum dengan iri tak sama.

Kalau banyak orang Cina boleh hidup mewah, kaya raya. Kenapa orang melayu tak boleh? Soalan best. Jawapan pun best. Sebab kebanyakan orang Melayu fikiran tertutup. Baru pergi club dah kata ikut budaya barat, haram, maksiat, mabuk. Fuck! Bukan wajib minum bila masuk club. Fahamkan concept. Jangan main cakap je. Jangan fikir semua orang jahat, bukan semua lelaki nak rogol perempuan yang jalan sorang tengah malam. Bukan semua Jewish rasa orang Islam musuh. Bukan semua lelaki suka perempuan kurus dan berkulit putih. Bukan semua perempuan mata duitan. Bukan semua orang jahat tu takda kebaikan. Rambut sama hitam tapi hati lain lain. Get it?

Rasa macam nak cerita semua tapi tak apalah, nanti ada orang terasa pulak. So, saya bagi 'hint' jelah. Tak faham sudah.

I can't go any further than this. Nak mati sekarang boleh?

Fuck lah!